A Sunday without sun

A Sunday without sun

has been a wonderful day for me

love the cooling breeze and refreshing drizzle that fell gently upon my cheeks

simply lifted the edges of the lips

forming the familiar curve I've always known

Nevertheless

I embrace the Sunday You've created

the beautiful sunny Sunday

for the warm and gracious sunlight

has always been the identity of a Sunday

Adrenalin Racing

"Although it was merely a minute or two, yet I had the fun and laughter I needed. Thanks pals, you two helped me to find the kiddo within me although we are now in the mainly-black-and-flatly-ironed-clothings and heels-that-kill-at-times working adulthood."

Adrenalin racing was fun. Simply beautiful though it may be painful at times. Trying to recollect the faded memories I brought along till this day. Neither were those memories regrettable.

Nice memories. Crazy laughters. Insanity deadlines. Those 'every minute counts' moments were the best. Exciting. Challenging. Simply energetic. Awesomely goodness moments that helped in growing. Tiring was beyond vocabularies. Being fruitful, was the only thing that was sought then. Lovely.

Bring on more of those times. Am waiting.

一首好歌

好歌就是不一样，拥有一种无法解释的奇妙力量。

每个人对好歌的定义都不一样。当你遇上了，你会知道，因它似乎很了解和配合自己那既奇怪又复杂的心情，轻轻敲着那很个人的节拍，融合着并以简单的音符唱出内心的话。

偶尔一首简单的好歌就即可让人闭上双眼，脑海平静，静静享受音乐的医治与鼓励。

你是否也很久没听你的个人好歌?

Just ask WHY

It's clearly understood that when we ask "Why?", it means we are curious and our brains are in quest of an answer to a question. Well, exclude the time when we purposely ask "Why why why..." to irritate others of course, hahaa!

I'm pretty sure that most of us were encouraged to ask "Why blah blah blah .... ?" when we encounter difficulties in understanding since kindergarden or primary school by our teachers.

"Students, raise your hand if you cannot comprehend what I have just taught."
Which usually only ended up with a few hands waving in the air or none at all. Well, it's either all the students fully understood what was taught earlier or they dont even bother to ask anything.

I am not trying to point fingers at people nor blame anyone, for a simple reason, I was... perhaps am one of the category of students who have heavy hands, being ignorance for getting answer on the spot or clear my doubts.

I used to ask. But it ended somewhere along the journey in primary schooling.

I came to a point whereby some of my questions were not able to direct me to any answer that can satisfy what I seek to know. Then, I realised that I cant always depend on the human being around me alone to provide me the answer. Silly enough, I gave up being more hardworking to dig through the limited information accesses beyond my level of comprehension.

So, there was this what's-the-point-of-asking attitude started to show. It slowly became a habit. A habit that developed my curiosity into slow motion and blunted my responses. Sometimes, I would let-go the innitiative of searching the answer. The inner me struggled for a period of time for accumulating too many questions. The many questions that caused me not able to understand too many things.

Yet, there are people whom I met in my life always seem to be able to convince me that asking "Why?" on the spot is still essential. I do thank God for them. Really. I would start to forget why "Why?" is so important, if it wasnt for them. People dont convince me through argument or debate, but through action and outcome. And they won.

On and off, I will fall back to my old-self. It takes time, I guess.


It's undeniable that the attitude of asking is good, being independent to search for the answer is even better. However, there are still questions that the world holds no absolute answers to them. Only Him. I hope He stores a huge memory box for me up there to save all the questions I had and have, as I have difficulty recalling things or names that appeared even just a week ago now.

I know, some people think kids who always question a lot are a bit irritating. Even some think those who always ask pretended to be smart or make them outstanding or what-so-ever-they-say. I wont use 'The truth is', because I aint qualify to use it either, I prefer to use 'From my experience'. My experience tells me that you wont become a loser nor loose anything for asking questions, even if you dont get the answer, at least you tried, so why not? If we dont get the answer, look it up on our own. There are certain knowledge acquired through experience, not just merely textbook. The rest, let's find out when we meet Him.

Remained silent

I used to find it difficult to understand why there are people who would choose to remained silent when obviously the truth will help to clear the misundertanding and one's innocent guilt.

Whenever I came to the part of the movie/ drama, I would:
"Eller... just tell la... what is so difficult?"
"Silly, explain je, remained silent wont help, okay?"


Logically, we tend to think that explanation helps to solve the issue faced. Yes, it does, I dont deny the fact that it does, most of the time.

Yet, it might backfire too.

Sometimes, it is the fact that will hurt the other person's feelings, and you only realised it after you have done so or it might lead to another even worse/ complicated circumstances that you never thought it would ever happen.


Some people choose to sacrifice themselves and let the truth to be known one day naturally.
What if the day never arrive?

Some people are simply too tired to engage anymore emotion to care. Choose to ignore and let go, which usually is only the temporary let go.
What about in the future?

Some choose not to confront the situation on the spot, but later create chaos indirectly.
Is that really how you want to solve the problem?


Anything can become very complicated.
Is complicated healthy?